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[21 Aug 2012|03:10am]
I don't give a fuck about you. Or your goddamn stories. I'm trying to listen to music. Fuck you, you hobbit looking motherfucker. I'll fucking kill you and the horse you road in on you piece of shit.

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[15 May 2012|10:45pm]
I read your conversation. I know I've been acting crazy about it. I only get mad when you talk to him. No one else. Because it's exactly as your sister said. You'd use me and then move on. I didn't want to believe it. But I read it. I know you want to fuck him. And that's fine, but at least have the common courtesy to tell me. I told you I didn't want to lose you as a friend. And I've been brutally honest in how I felt. Not you though, you avoid my accusations like the plague. You tell me nothing is going on, but then you have these flirty conversations with him, tell me you're having it with him, then expect me to believe nothing is going on. FUCK YOU. Both of you. I'm sick and fucking tired of being shit on. I want to hurt you. So bad. I want to tell your boyfriend how we fucked. How you were texting me, telling me you wanted to be with me and not him. Tell him about the nights we would make out downstairs while he was upstairs. How much "fun" we had in my room all those times. I don't give a fuck if you've moved on from me. All I cared about was you lying. Your secret would have been safe with me. I would have been hurt but fine. I fucking hate the both of you. I hope your boyfriend finds out you still cheat on him. And I pray to God it's while your neck deep with his cock in your mouth you trashy good-for-nothing whore.

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[15 Oct 2011|10:06am]
I need to just go with the flow.

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[12 Feb 2011|12:16am]
Carrion, a woman's womb.
Bellyaching in a tomb.
I close my eyes and see a light.
Piano-bound and bullet tight.
Silver thoughts, electrified.
Scarring hearts, I sit aside.
Smiles, they fade on pale mayans.
I'll sell my soul to a child's demands.
Heading home, strange bedlams.
In the spot, on a dime.
End the lies, it's a mime.

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[14 Aug 2010|01:51am]
Every day that I meet someone new, I immediately compare them to her. Then every mannerism from them that I see, I see her. And it sucks cause all I want to do is be with her.

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[23 May 2010|05:24pm]
Why the fuck do people seem so excited to hang out, then when the time comes, they have more pressing matters to attend to?

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[10 May 2010|02:26pm]
The belief that these people would want to be my friends is ridiculous. Im almost sure they pretend to like me. I'm considering making a move again.

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[04 May 2010|01:34pm]
Feeling like no one wants to talk to me blows.

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[28 Apr 2010|09:23pm]
I fucking hate this feeling. I'm going between feeling on top of the world to feeling like I'm not worth the shit in my yard.

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[25 Apr 2010|12:25am]

I really wish I wouldn't fucking overthink things when I get set on a train of thought.  I always fly through imaginary aspects of my life, trying to see every possible outcome.  Always I end up in the negative, and it always makes me feel like shit.  I can't stop doing it.  I can't just sit here and let life happen to me.  I want to get to know this girl, and hopefully start some sort of relationship wtih her, but I feel like I'm going to fuck this up.  And I also feel like I have nothing to distract me from thinking about this.  I at least feel more comfortable writing this out, even if only one other peson ever reads it.  I've got to get over this now.

It'll be alright, right?


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[23 Apr 2010|12:48am]
I think a girl likes me?  But I'm not sure?  Nor am I sure why I'm writing these sentences with question marks when it really doesn't make much sense?

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[12 Apr 2010|02:06am]
Had a dream about a SG that is the sister of a friend of mine. I'm unsure what to make of it.

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[10 Apr 2010|02:36am]
My name is Shane, and I'm in love with someone I've never met.

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[02 Apr 2010|01:14am]
I find it weird that while playing this slot machine game on my phone, I reached 2012 credits and I couldn't get past it.

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[01 Apr 2010|04:46pm]
I need to get out more. I don't want to, but I have to.

These people aren't really my friends. I feel no connection to any of them.

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[31 Mar 2010|12:20am]
I should probably go up stairs and let my brother have some alone time with his girl. But fuck him, I'm enjoying watching TV. And everytime I look their way to say something, they straighten up. It's quite hilarious.

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[21 Mar 2010|08:05pm]
I just love busting my ass for 3 days to be able to watch TV for about an hour then have it stolen by my lazy-good-for-nothing brother.

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[18 Mar 2010|10:34pm]
This must be the feeling my parents got when I didn't go out and look for a job. Just sat around and watched TV. I really wish my brother would do something with his life.

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[16 Mar 2010|01:36pm]
Sometimes I just want to hit people with a baseball bat. Hard.

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[05 Mar 2010|12:28pm]
I miss my lovely husband.

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